so its i-saw-her-on-the-bus wednesday. and also flashback wednesday.
‘her’ being the one i missed the most. although its been like 9 years, she still looks the same. i realised that everytime i see her, i just look at her face. at her smile. i just want to know that she is happy. of coz me, being the ball-less excuse for a living being, didn’t go up to her and ask if she still rmbs me. maybe she suffered from amnesia and long forgotten about me. but i just cannot forget that gaze in her eyes when our sights crossed path at macdonalds last year. why don’t i have the guts to face her? it’s not as if i did anything wrong. she just disappeared from my life. its like i took a rollercoaster ride in one day and the next, the rollercoaster is gone.
on another note, i saw benjamin in the canteen today. he no longer dons colorful hair because he’s now a professional doctor. haha.
and when i took 243W home tonight (hoping that i will bump into her and maybe i will pluck more courage to face her). Instead I saw ruyi on the bus. what a coincidence lor. but too bad she didnt see me. she looked very drained tho.
“i wish that everyone around me will be just happier each day.”
another thing: after watching koizora sky of love, i am inspired to start writing my lil script called “the things that I will do for you” i might forget about it tomorrow so i should probably start writing soon. until next time.
